So, I left my house, not expecting to fight, definately not in the mood to fight, heading to my schools football game. This kid who wants and thinks he can beat me up, is outside my house, with 6 other people. I tell him I don't want to fight and that if he wants to start something, he can at the football game, so i'm sort of intimidated by the 6 other fucking people there. I don't want to fight because i'm not really in the mood to, I also don't want to because I have no idea if i'm going to get shot, stabbed, or what. So he pushes me from behind, and I had enough. Everything I know, gets lost...He hits me in the face, doesn't hurt, but he hit me hard. I don't really remember what happened from there, but I know I didn't fight like I know I can. I panicked, not knowing what to do, if I was going to get in trouble..Why did this happen? Why did all my knowledge escape me? It's my first real fight. Now, I know I can kick this kids ass, I know I can. But I just lost everything. How can I prevent this, and how do I deal with this whole situation. It got broken up by these two older guys in the house up the street, but yeah. I don't think I hurt him at all, he basically grabbed my legs and kept dropping me and himself on the ground, I easily could have punched him in the head 100 times, but for some reason I didn't. I feel like just fucking tackling him in school, and beating the fuck out of his face, but that'll get me in trouble. But no one told anyone about the fight, and he did start it.

I know what I will do next time confronted about it though, I WILL kick his ass, ONLY if I have my shit together this time. I didn't get my ass kicked, because we didn't have that much time.