Hello internet.. I am a self confessed stress machine workaholic crazy bitch. I'm a university student and convinced that it shouldn't be this much of a stressful experience despite being at a top uni (so obviously work load is going to be higher) but I feel consumed by stress to the point where I now have no personality or life. Am loosing weight (I guess a good thing but not healthy) despite eating loads of food and just spend all my time studying (to give you an idea I probably work 8am - 10pm on a normal day with 2 eating breaks). I'm at a uni which is renowned for being quite abnormal in terms of social life (I've been out three times this term which has been 7 weeks) and the work load is insane (approx 12 articles at 20 pages each per week, one novel and one book - and that's not including 3 essays per term and 3 in class exams per term), but surely there must be some way to be more efficient with time? Classes are so intimidating, everyone is from private school and then I just make some comment with my stupid accent and sound like an idiot. And do you think it will be worth it to graduate and get a good job?
I miss my smile