Thread: what if i can never close the door?

try to put your life in perspective.
sure, you may not be happy, you may not have a great love of your life or be doing exactly what you want in life (i have no idea about your personal life/career tbh) or anything else that seems to be the bane of your existence at the moment.
but lots of people have it far worse. you have a place to live, sleep, food.

killing yourself over minor things such as the things that are currently making yourself miserable is a fucking poor excuse to quit life. sure, you're not happy. try to accept it and deal with it. things might not always be this shit. if you kill yourself there is no chance of it being good at any point in the future. sure, it won't be bad like it is now, but you're missing out on possible happiness.

and again, while life is shit from your perspective most of the time (i'm also speaking from personal experience here fyi), you have it endlessly better than millions of people, and killing yourself over minor things is fucking weak.
i use minor loosely, because i know that to you they are not minor at all, i'm sure, but in the grand scheme of things, they are.

i know this sounds like a massive cliche (should have just gone to your friends (lol no i know you can't, been in that same situation also)), but it's just true i'm afraid. it may not make you feel better, or make things seem better or anything but hopefully it will help you realise that killing yourself in your position is a bad/weak decision.