What do you mean by 'afterwards'?
Your priority is to remove misery over acquiring happiness only when the misery is overwhelming. But you know to think long-term about the potential overall misery and happiness in your life, not to mention other things you value that will increase with your lifespan. This is obviously impossible to predict, and that's the point—the scope of your decision is much bigger than any given moment. I am not saying you have so much to live for; the decision is so complex that it can consume you enough to stall indefinitely.
There's no need to reason the door close, and there's nothing logically stopping you or anyone else from walking through the door at any time. Your very struggle with this is an emotional issue; the door being open isn't because of emotion, but the way to close it would be emotionally... maybe not at your current state, but do you get the distinction?
Also, don't dismiss an option just because it's emotion-based.
This suggests you are very reluctant to go through with it. Likely, you will keep this mindset.
The threshold isn't static, and neither is your perception of the threshold.
Would you rather be someone who never thinks about his threshold, and suddenly becomes sufficiently weak and miserable?
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