I'll agree with Atomic. You need a break man.

I dated a swimsuit model (no joke) for about a year. She was pretty fricken awesome until she got drunk a couple times and ended up making out with other guys. She broke up with me multiple times and drove me to the fringes of a normal life, and then in the end cheated on me.

The point is, sometimes it just doesn't work out. We were young, didn't know well enough, did a lot of crazy stuff (none that I regret) and we didn't talk for 6 months or so. Now, she has a kid and a fiance and I'm the Godfather.

You just need to be able to release, wait until you get to college, there's a lot of new people to choose from, and you might even find that the girl you were dating isn't even what you REALLY wanted when you're given more choices.