I can't talk to anyone close to me, because they are all religious. I am nearly sure that there's no god, and, I swear without arrogance, I view most people as wrong about this most fundamental question. As a result, I have nowhere to go to help free me. I am addicted to cocaine. Somehow, I've taught myself to only need it on weekends, but I really, truly cant help myself. I've done this shit every weekend for 3 years. Advice?