Ok, a little background story-

I have never been in a long term relationship. My longest one was 2 weeks. People call me a womanizer, slut, boytoy, etc which I have no problem with. I've been with at least 50 women in my life, 30 of which were within the months of June and August this past summer. All of this is from age 15 to me being now 18.

So I like sex. A lot. But here's where I need some advice. I got into a "rut" I guess you could say in college when it came to picking up chicks (huh?). Over the summer I would just go surfing and pick up chicks at the beach every couple of days and it was really easy. But since I've been at college I've only hooked up with one chick and she really, really sucked at sex. Like, sucked so bad that I couldn't stay hard.

About at week and a half ago this girl from my old high school sent me a random text message. I haven't talked to her since school got out in June. She was cute in high school and had a crush on me, but she was too immature for me to like her back. Well we talked for a while and we started to like each other.

I went and hung out with her one night at her house (she was home alone) and we made out a lot and were grinding on each other a lot, but we stayed in our clothes. I was fine with that, she's only 16 after all. Then I took her on a date 2 days later; we went to the movies and then went to dinner at this really nice restaurant with a nice view of our inlet that had a boardwalk for us to walk on after dinner. That went really well and she told me that she liked me a lot.

So we're not a couple yet or anything. So last night I was back at my college (I had to play for graduation today) and one of my friends wanted me to DD for him at a party. I was fine with that, I wasn't doing anything. So at the party there are only like 10 people and I am way underdressed. I just went with it though, I didn't really care.

So after a while I start talking to some people (everyone was just playing circle of death) and one girl needed a ride to her car. This chick was 22 and smoking hot and a "lesbian," meaning that she dates chicks but still fucks guys every now and then just to get it out of her system. So since I was the only one not drinking I told her I'd give her a ride to her car. This other girl who I've seen around campus and is also smoking hot offered to come along to give directions since I'm not from the town my college is in.

We were driving the chick to her car and she was talking about how she was tired of women and needed a good fuck to get her mind right (as in, wanted my dick. My dick came up in conversation before we left the party.) I told her that was nice and didn't think anything of it.

Then the chick that was giving me directions was asking me a bunch of questions on the way back about me and if I dated and stuff, obviously hitting on me. I just answered all of them and didn't really try to flirt back. I wasn't trying to not flirt back, I was just answering without really thinking.

We got back to the party and this other chick who was just a big of a slut as me started to talk to me about sex in front of everybody. I was fine, but then my friend who I was DDing for said "Hey you guys should give us a show! Like right here!" She looked at me with a look that said "Well, do you want to?" and I just played it off. I told her I would next time she was sober or if I was drunk too to make it seem like I wanted to.

Most of the people left and it was just me, the friend I was DDing for and the two chicks who were interested in me. We went outside to smoke a cigarette and then me and the girl who wanted me to fuck her in front of everybody started to really, really talk about sex with me. The other people left us alone, trying to give us a hint I guess, but I didn't make a move on this chick.

I went home with my friend later and I wondered what the hell was wrong with me. I just turned down sex with 3 women within 2 hours when I haven't had sex in 3 months. And I think the reason why is because of the 16 year old I've been talking to. But this is kind of scary- I love sex. Like, I LOVE sex. And I'm turning it down for this girl. What the hell does this mean? Is this my subconscious telling me that I care about this girl and maybe she'll be someone that I should try to develop a relationship with?

/really long story.