This is actually srs bsns, no pasta here. I just came back from hanging out with this chick again. We went to the beach for a while at and looked at the stars and clouds and then went back to her house and watched a movie for a little while. Idk this is all just a shock for me, it's like night and day difference. I've been turning down sex, I haven't smoked pot for a week and a half (that's a while for me) and now I'm thinking about being in a long-term relationship.
I guess since all my other friends had long term relationships when we were younger and I never did I subliminally told myself they weren't for me and pushed them away.
Maybe it is bad that I see turning down sex as a bad thing, I'm not sure. I guess I got this idea in my head that the more sex I had the better. Honestly though the 30 some girls I was with this summer was amazing I'm not going to lie. None of them turned out to be stalkers because they were here on vacation and I didn't give them any information about me, not even my real name.
And I'm not seeing it as sex OR a relationship, I've just never been in a relationship. I've tried to be in a few (the longest lasted 2 weeks lol) but they were with the wrong girls and I got upset so I said fuck it. I guess I'll give this girl a shot.
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