I appreciate the help, and I'm gonna think about what you've said Mr. Troy. We met online. I know that I probably won't be able to get her help by myself, but if I give up she will be completely alone. There just isn't anyone else who will stay by her no matter what, and I will not under any circumstances leave her alone. I also should mention that while I do love her, I am not in love with her. She is in no way ready for any kind of a relationship and i understand that. I'm only trying to be her friend. In any case, shes talking to me again, she ODed again tonight.