Yea but saying it like that makes it seem otherwise. Opiates are a bitch and even though I haven't ever tried heroin I have done roxi's and oxy's many times and let me tell you after a 5 day binge on roxi's I felt withdrawal on the 6th day. I'm saying while your intention may be good the way you said it wasn't. Absolution I agree with simonj that quitting would probably help you a lot, I know how great it felt when i was stressed/pissed and I would blow a couple roxi's. Everything after that would feel so much better and I wouldn't give a shit about anything anymore. However, it doesn't actually help anything and just puts off the inevitable. You are going to have to deal with everything and escaping through h doesn't help you.