Quote Originally Posted by Kal El View Post
How hung up are you on your girlfriend? I was dating somebody and I was quite content with them right up until the night that I stupidly forgot I was driving and well, I drove in front of a bus like an idiot. I would even drop everything I was doing at work prior to that night to text the person.

Point is: if you're super hung up and allowing that to get in the way of your priorities, that is probably your problem.
Not that hung up on her to the point I'm neglecting my own life. I was like that with my last GF and when we broke up, woah boy...I realized what a bad place I'd gotten myself into. Like there was no "me" left, everything that used to be me ended up to be us and her instead. We're really close but we do our own things without each other too.

The more I think about it, it might be SAD because it seems like it got really bad around Christmas and has been that way since. Also this is the first time in my life that I live by myself, and it's not like I'm lonely and depressed or anything just that there's not always somebody around to do things with or get things done with. Like when I lived at home, I'd do stuff with my brother like help him clean or go to the store, and when I lived at my intern house this last summer we'd all do that stuff together. Now there's nobody around to motivate me but me.

I talked to my best friend about it and he said he'd kinda try to help me out until I get more used to it which I think is pretty cool of him, like we can shop together for a while until I get into more a routine, and then it's kinda like an obligation too which means I have to get off my dead ass and get over to his at a certain time.