Okay I'm a Junior in high school and I'm depressed as fuck. I quit waterpolo and swim (I'm only good at swim) because I had severe back acne last year and I couldn't just take it anymore. I got on accutane somewhere back in August and I'm constantly contemplating suicide and sad as anything but I just tough it out.

So the problem is, I kind of lost all of my friends because I either am a bit stranger now apparently or because I got fatter (I blame the accutane). So every weekend I have nothing to do literally. What should I start doing to consume time and make me feel better? I was thinking of starting to work out again even though I just a shit load of candy.