I have issues with my body, weight, feet, ect. Ever since Highschool I've been losing lots of weight and then gaining weight. In middle school I was 5'4 weighting in at 150 pounds, thinking I as fat I went on a diet and did lots of running as exercise in my freshman year. My Sophomore year I gained some height coming in as 5'6 be losses slot of weight at 114 pounds. Over my 10th grade year I started playing sports, lots of sports and gained some weight. Right now Im 119 pounds but I still have this feeling that I don't have a perfect body.


I really don't like my face or my feet either. My nose can be wide when I laugh really hard, my black friends tell me I have a nigga's nose, and my feet ugh I think they're ugly. I have flat feet and afew people have told me they look like alien feet, and my second to last toe on my left foot curves other the next toe abit. Some days I feel okay about it, somedays it shit. But I mean there's nothing wrong with these feelings is there?