Hi Himer... welcome.

I think the reason that youre hear, asking these questions, may be validation enough that you believe deep down that you have a problem. Something that is ultimately affecting your life in a negative way. I have definitely struggled with the back and forth of trying to convince myself that I didnt have a problem; that it was "normal" behavior for an adult.

You admitted you are in denial that you have a problem, that you lost a job you valued due to inappropriate behavior. What do I think? What do you think?

There are tools here that will help. When youre ready, I would definitely suggest looking into the lessons.