This question came to me because I broke up with my girlfriend of about year last night. I really dont have a reason to leave her, shes a great looking girl, cooks very good often, does my laundry cleans and everything.
The only reason I can think of that made me leave her is the fact that we could be together forever, and Im only 20 and I want to go out and do crazy things and experience my younger years as a single guy.

This is the third girl I broke up with in the same manner for the same reason, I considered all 3 girls to be very attractive and all 3 treated me like a king. I feel as though Im unable to build an emotional attachment to anyone because I just dont care.

My not caring goes further than my girlfriends, I feel as though if my parents or any family died I would not care, I feel horrible saying that but it is how I feel?

I feel as though I have a very powerful mind and more control over myself than normal people do, in situations where most people would panic or be frightened I am not. It goes along with me not caring. In a car accident we spun down the highway hitting a bridge and guardrail, I never flinched.

A man once chased me in a car with a gun and shot my car, I was not at all frightened.
I feel like the loss of emotion in those situations are almost beneficial, but I also feel my loss of emotion sucks in other situations such as my girlfriends and family, I dont care about money, I care very little of any of my materialistic possessions, I feel as it doesnt really matter because Im just going to die, and as long as I dont do anybody any harm Ill be accepted to whatever happens when you die.

I have no religious views, but I do believe in an afterlife.

I feel as though Im either insane, or I have very good control over of my emotions? But I also feel like I have no emotions in order to make my life more efficient.

If that makes any sense........