KT--I'm on the same page dear and though I'm sure I just need to man up, I've been avoiding doing so. Fuck focusfactor because it's super expensive. The number one ingredient is DMAE which is a lot cheaper and it seems to be doing the trick. It is a precursor to acetylcholine a widely used neurotransmitter in the brain. Go to erowid.com and check out the trip reports for it. There is also another nootropic (which means any substance purported to increase cognitive abilities) called piracetam which I'd like to order off Amazon and try out. If you're interested i'll let you know how that goes. I would alsotake a look at erowid's trip reports for piracetam as well...good luck