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I can't talk to anyone close to me, because they are all religious. I am nearly sure that there's no god, and, I swear without arrogance, I view most people as wrong about this most fundamental question. As a result, I have nowhere to go to help free me. I am addicted to cocaine. Somehow, I've taught myself to only need it on weekends, but I really, truly cant help myself. I've done this shit every weekend for 3 years. Advice?
If you are being serious, then there are lots of places that will help you, even without religion. As a matter of fact, I would guess that a lot of people, religious or not, would not want their friends and family to know about such an issue. I assume you mean you don't want to tell them because they will just tell you to speak to a pastor or find god for help?
Here is something that might actually help:
1-800-662-HELP (4357) "SAMHSA’s National Helpline is a free, confidential, 24/7, 365-day-a-year treatment referral and information service (in English and Spanish) for individuals and families facing mental and/or substance use disorders." and "this service provides referrals to local treatment facilities, support groups, and community-based organizations. Callers can also order free publications and other information."
https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national-helpline
https://findtreatment.samhsa.gov/locator
Can't hurt just to call and have a chat with them. Might be able to hook you up with a local agency or someone to talk to.