That is because I am not sure I could use it as a sole source of income. Like maybe I make some cash, but even still it is very uncertain how much I make. But even a job is hard for me to make enough hours to get by. Especially now with my hours cut, and my difficulties getting interviews/ jobs. The amount of time involved vs results. I may have to look at new sources to get by unlike before. Before I got enough hours that I might have not needed to think so seriously about things like writing books for income.