I also want to point out that, I wonder what would happen if I suddenly turned into a drug addict or an alcoholic: would they care? Would they accept me? Truthfully, knowing my friends, they'd be surprised that I would do that. Surprised that I would finally do something that everyone else does, and that pisses me off. It pisses me off because why would I be treated so differently? Why would they be surprised? Why would they care? How come I wouldn't' be allowed to be treated like every other person they know? I speak from experience because when I've told people that I've done a certain thing before, usually a person or persons will be surprised at it. What, so are you saying that I could never do it before, and that now that I'm doing it, it's like I've upset some balance out there and that I shouldn't be allowed to do it, because I was always the one who didn't? Isn't that a bit hypocritical on their end? Does anyone else see where I'm coming from with this thought?