We were at the point in the relationship where it was all or nothing. And since she was my first and only girlfriend, I needed to move on. Also I've learned a lot about myselfand I feel that if we stayed together I would only hurt her more later.

I've thought about this and talked with my really good friends about it and it IS the right thing. I've decided that.
Why do I find myself feeling like this was such a bad idea when I know that if I somehow got back together with her I would end up feeling just as I did when I broke up with her.

It doesn't make sense and I'm not really sure how to handle it.