I loved living there. I loved it when he left for the night. I loved it when he went on vacation. She and I would take to the bed and throw ourselves into each other diving into the sheets. I love wood floors. That bed would glide across the room with each thrust. That night he opened the door, we moved the bed right in front of the bedroom door. He opened it and looked right at us. The adrenaline pumped even harder. I was ready for a fight. I looked at him, my dick looked at him, and I all I could say was," Sorry dude." He cried and ran away.
Surprisingly, he was very calm about it. He asked me if I could move out tomorrow. I was a nervous but I slept there for the night with a pair of steel scissors by my side. The next day, he took her out on a date and I moved out.
When we went to work, he told everyone. I was the top dog, the number one at my job, but now I was an outcast. All our friends sided with him. But guys are guys and they called me Smasher of the Year as much as I told them not to. I felt horrible. I didn't feel horrible for what I did, what we did to him, I just felt horrible from being away from her. I'm in the military, so adultery is a big deal. They tried to get me to confess, but I fought the law and lied and won. They had nothing on me. But he was able to get a military protective order put on me preventing me from talking to her, him, and staying away from that house for the next 90 days or else face military punitive and legal consequences.
No friends, an outcas at work, and no contact with her. I defied it all. I had friends all over the command. I had friends at home who sympathized with me. My boss helped me out in secret. She helped me believe to stay strong and to follow love. Fuck, she even made me watch the notebook.
My love and I are keeping in touch but in secret. I found ways to get around everything. I found ways for her and me to meet up. Afterall, the military doesn't watch what you do in your personal life unless you keep bringing it to the workplace. He can't stop me.
I believe in love. I love this woman. I am madly in love with this woman. She and I are working on the separation. My ex-best friend is spiraling into depression. I'm trying to remain strong.
I love a strong and independent woman, but it is a double-edged blade and I like what also cuts me. She does things I tell her I don't like, but I deal with it because the same is true in reverse. I feel that if I stay strong and have faith and hope and if I pray to God, our love will stay strong. If we were meant to be together, we will. I can only stay strong and keep fighting. Keep risking it all.
Thank you for all those who support me. Thank you. I'll keep you updated.
I didn't even read the last part. It's just become like a tv show that isn't worth watching anymore.
mod edit: added strikethrough (gwahir)
OP edit: Good one gwahir (simonj)
Last edited by simonj; 05-04-2010 at 10:56 AM.
This thread has jumped the shark and won't be signed for a second season.
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I got my allowance but I spent it all on ice cream
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